tokoh:
- B, the heartbreaker
- X, teman B
- P, teman saya dan B
- R, teman saya dan B
- W, perempuan misterius
- M, saya
X: "itu cewek lo?"
B: "hah bukan kok haha selow aja"
M: *hanya bisa tersenyum*
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P: *sedang membahas tentang film Hunger Games*
B: "gue belom nonton hunger games tapi udah nonton divirgent kemaren keren juga"
R: "nonton sama siapa lu?"
M: (sebagai, bisa dibilang, seorang yang cukup spesial di hidup B, saya pun penasaran dengan siapa dia menonton film tersebut) "nonton sama siapa? rame-rame? apa sama siapa?"
B: (yang saya tidak tahu maksudnya serius atau hanya bergurau) "lah terserah gue mau sama siapa pengen tau banget lo?"
and i was like wtf man? do you even think before you speak? that words constantly broke my heart.
M: *walk away and cry*
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in the parking lot; i was crying under my red umbrella when suddenly B walked through the parking lot with a girl and i didn't know who that girl was. until now.
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what the hell? could you please just appreciate me even just a little? you said i'm not your girlfriend, and who the hell was i? your ignorance is too damn high, jerk. the rain, the sun, the traffic, i didn't mind those things, all i was thinking about is you and your exhibition. you're not even better than you were. i think all you want is to see me cry, right? well done, you did it. thanks to you i finally found out that not everyone is going to appreciate me for my efforts and deeds.
you know what? a "thank you" would be really great.
