Inside Me

Jakarta, Indonesia
a sleepyhead. sometimes very loud, other times very quiet. i like to sing even though i sound like a crying pug.

7/19/2012

red fucking velvet

don't ever buy this kind of cake if you don't want to be disappointed. the taste of the red particle is freakin shitty. but the cheese is okay.
gue baru nyoba itu kue tadi pagi dibeliin nyokap dan itu bukan yang in jar atau semacamnya gitu, nyokap gue belinya di harvest. ya bayangin aja sih kalo gue beli di harvest yang sepotongnya aja 25rb rasanya kaya busa kapuk kutuan gimana kalo yg di toples apa yg home made gitu yang murah-murah? tidak bisa membayangkan gimana rasanya....
and my friend told me on twitter that the bluevelvet tastes just like a fucking toothpaste. iyuwh! kalo mint makanan sih enak nah ini mati gak sih ibarat nelen mint-mint dari sikat gigi pepsodent gitu apaan rasanya coba :-&

ya tapi semuanya sih balik lagi ke selera masing-masing. kalo gue dan lidah gue sih udah say no to red blue green yellow grey or whatever fucking velvet itu. cukup sekali nyoba yang dari toko kue begitu aja udah gaenak pasti dari yang laen-laen juga rasanya ga terlalu beda. soalnya kan kita semua juga udah tau gimana produksi kue-kue dari toko kue yang satu itu biasanya selalu enak dan kayanya sih selama gue beli kue disitu gapernah gak enak. cheesecake factory, dapur cokelat dll mah kayanya juga lewat kualitas sama harvest (kalo menurut gue sih...). 

tinggal nyobain rainbow cake aja nih yang belom (emang iya gue norak banget kayanya gapernah nyobain kue yang lagi ngetrend macem begini). kata Gea sih rainbowcake itu rasanya lebih tai lagi. tapi tetep aja masih penasaran kalo belom nyobain sendiri. tapi dari bentuknya sih kayanya ya gitu deh..... shitty juga kayanya. agak meragukan untuk dicoba.

yaudah lah ya itu selera gue jangan protes kalo menurut lo enak, pokonya menurut gue ngga enak.
see ya ♥

6/30/2012

my favs

i want to make some lists about my top 5 of favorite things (like band, tv show, movie, games, etc)
so, here i go!

TOP 5 FAVORITE BANDS
1. Mew (i love this band since i was 13 and it's still best band in this world)
2. MGMT (i started to like this band when i heard it's working and i don't remember exactly when it happened)
3. Tame Impala (i fell in love with this band when i heard solitude is bliss or sundown syndrome [lupa.. tapi kayanya dua-duanya deh])
4. The Drums (i recognized this band from MTV Push and i just loved it)
5. Two Door Cinema Club (i like this band since the first time i heard "I Can Talk")

TOP 5 FAVORITE SINGERS
1. Lana Del Rey (when i saw her for the first time at MTV Push i didn't like her because she sang with no expression but when i heard the song without the video clip, i liked it)
2. Florence Welch (i love her, i love her, i love her, i love her, i just love her)
3. Uffie (i found her on youtube with her single "First Love" when i was in grade 9)
4. Kate Nash ("and i'm singing uh-oh on the friday night and i hope everything's gonna be alright" my all time favorite song)
5. Lady Gaga (who doesn't like her?)

TOP 5 FAVORITE TV SHOWS
1. How I Met Your Mother
2. America's Next Top Model
3. New Girl
4. Ridiculousness
5. Pranked

TOP 5 FAVORITE CARTOO
1. Tom & Jerry (like it since i was 5 or younger)
2. Doraemon (the old version is better)
3. The Amazing World of Gumball (DARWIN! <3)
4. Adventure Time (i was amazed by Finn's golden hair)
5. Spongebob Squarepants

TOP 5 FAVORITE MOVIES
1. all of Saw movies
2. Janji Joni
3. Trainspotting
4. The Ugly Truth
5. Prince of Persia

TOP 5 FAVORITE MODELS
1. Francisco Lachowski
2. Coco Rocha
3. Allison Harvard
4. Agyness Deyn
5. Daniel Bamdad

TOP 5 FAVORITE ANIMALS
1. cat
2. sea cow
3. puppy
4. panda
5. dolphin

TOP 5 FAVORITES BRANDS
1. yang murah
2. yang mahal bagus dan pemberian orang
3. yang lagi diskon
4. yang penting bisa dipake
5. yang penting gak mahal
actually i don't really know what my fav brands are.. if i like it, i buy it. simple as that! tapi ya lebih suka sama yang murah-murah, brand gapenting yang penting bisa dipake. am i right or am i right?

TOP 5 FAVORITE SONGS AT THIS TIME
1. Florence + The Machine - What The Water Gave Me (Demo)
2. Florence + The Machine - Spectrum
3. Lana Del Rey - Blue Jeans
4. Lady Gaga - Judas (Hurts Remix)
5. Metric - Black Sheep

TOP 10 FAVORITE SONGS OF ALL TIME
1. all Mew' songs
2. Tahiti 80 - 1000 times
3. Klaxons - Golden Skans
4. Klaxons - Gravity's Rainbow
5. Tegan & Sara - The Con
6. Travis - Love Will Come Through
7. Kate Nash - Mouthwas
8. Nirvana - Heart-Shaped Box
9. Blueboy - Always There
10. Jamiroquai - Seven Days in Sunny June

6/29/2012

good news is in the air

alhamdulillah, thanks God for your blessings :')
i'm so happy i cud die! KYAAAAA!
finally after 7 years, i'm on the first place again hyaaa seneng banget boyyy
gatau lagi deh harus ngomong apaan seneng banget rasanya jadi the first lagi :')
and also congrats for my lovely bey on the second place!
my friends said that we're the best couple on social science lol
gatau lagi ah pokonya seneng banget subhanallah alhamdulillah ya allah
and also thanks so much for the best teacher in this entire world, Ibu Her
thanks you so much for helping us!
walaupun ibu kadang-kadang suka kurang menyenangkan tapi emang bu hernati ga ada matinye ga ada deh wali kelas yang lebih topcer dari bu hernati
btw the first picture was taken in Bedugul, Bali and the second one in Kuta Beach, Bali

and now we're officially the 12grader, yay! can't believe it. time goes by so fast. taunya tahun depan udah kuliah aja.
bismillah and fight for Hubungan Internasional Universitas Indonesia!

btw i like this remix so much! TDCC emang paling the best

udah ah ya seneng bener ini dadah xoxo

in the middle of the night

finally tadi nonton Madagascar 3 and it was great. i'm in love with Sonya the Bear (which is King Julien's crush). y'guys should watch it! tapi emang durasinya itu sebentar banget kira-kira cuma 90 menitan filmnya tapi worth it sih kocak soalnya. i couldn't stop laughing when i watched it.


by the way i just bought a new pair of  ICONinety9 turquoise wedges. i don't really know what kind of color it is. is it green, blue, turquoise or what? i really don't know... but i like it.



it cost only Rp. 129.000, cheap enough right? mungkin karena merk lokal kali ya jadi murah. but if i had to pay it with my own money, i won't buy it cause i don't really need it. cuma laper mata aja hehe untung dibeliin mama kalo ga dibeliin ya gamau beli pasti. sayang-sayangin duit broook.
kalo kata bintang, hidup itu harus pelit. kalo ga pelit nanti jadi boros. 89% agree!
yes, you can call us "the stingy couple" lol not that stingy, just a lil bit stingy.

it's 12:34 AM here. sekarang lagi nonton donald duck present. i like this cartoon cause it's the classic one. sekarang lagi cerita apa tau ya kurang jelas pokonya ada anak-anak kecilnya gitu deh.

dah ye cuy, night xoxo

6/27/2012

here comes your girl

so i decided to change my url and my profile name because... i don't know, i just want to.
actually, mowmow is my nickname created by my boyfriend.
and the url is my nickname too. lyan and bintang often call me mowy.
"the cat" doesn't mean that i'm a cat, it's just because i love cats so much (have i told you how much i love cats and how many cats did i have in my house?)
i also changed my profile picture because i'm borrrrrrrred as hell to see my face in my facebook, twitter, etc etc and fortunately i'm obsessed with coco rocha and that's why i changed my profile picture.
i changed my "about me" too because when i wrote that "i wasn't mainstream" it's makes me feel like a hipster... so, before everybody think that i'm a hipster i decided to change it. i'm not a hipster chick.

btw barusan tadi ke prj and i bought a jeans and a pair of running shoes (kayanya sih bukan running shoes tapi ya bisa sih dipake buat lari-larian).


harga celananya itu kurang 100rb dari harga asli and for the shoes dapet potongan 60%. yay!
lumayan bro masih tetep kaya :')

yaudah ya dadah.

6/06/2012

me love her


I LIED! i hate her. I LIED AGAIN! i love her. she's my chairmate. we suffered and survived together.  we both are such babies, we cried easily at a situation that we really shouldn't. but when one of us crying, the other one will laugh on front of our face. i have some of her pictures when she was crying. i just like to take her picture when she's crying cause it's funny as hell. and we like the same thing too, it star with P and end with S (if you know what i mean... hoho)
admit it bro, we are weird.


btw, its pools. LOL!

3/03/2012

to infinity and beyond!

it's been 15 months since Dec 3rd, 2010. we will make it through forever, even far longer than forever, even far far far far far longer than forever. Amin ya Allah :)

sempet amnesia ya kalo hari ini tanggal 3 terus sempet lupa juga ini yang keberapa bulan ahaha bodoh tapi inget juga sih akhirnya ngitung dari bulan desember lalu itu setahun tambah 3 bulan berarti 15 bulan gitu. ya mau berapa bulan juga bodo amat yang penting masih terus selalu bersama ehehe ohoho.

oh ya btw, my Joy Division - Unknown Pleasures t-shirt has just arrived! i want it since a long time ago tapi baru kesampean sekarang soalnya waktu itu tiap mau order taunya udah sesi produksi jadi gagal terus.
it written in Japanese. also got an underdogdivision (the online shop) sticker too. pokonya recommended seller deh. thanks underdogdivision!

3/02/2012

nowadays

the big question in my life for now is...

"why did all those people think that they're a hippie when they used 'peace sign' accessories?"

because all the people starting to say that they are a hippie or a hipster and wearing all the peace sign stuff... just because you're wearing the peace stuff all over your body doesn't mean you're a truly hippie. if hippies/hipster become mainstream, then what would it be?

midterm is coming to skool

YAP! that's right. midterm is coooominggg! fuck. i don't even know what i've learned in this semester, like seriously, I DON'T KNOW!

the difference between the first and the second semester are:
  1. in the first semester i was really excited to be the best
  2. in the first semester, all the things were well
  3. in this semester, all the things getting harder and successfully made me nuts
  4. in this semester, i started to think that if the world will end in 2012, my 11 years school life will be meaningless...
  5. in this semester my math teacher always said "yang 5 besar harus mempertahankan rankingnya" all the time and that's annoys me
  6. and in this semester, i've realized that everyone who are smarter than me and they were not in the big 5 list are trying to beat me in this semester...
  7. I KNOW THEY ARE TRYING TO KILL ME, I KNOW THEY ARE REALLY TRYING TO KILL ME (i wrote this while listening to Skippin' Town)
I'M ALL FUCKED UP!

wish all the best for me!

2/12/2012

oh please

you can't say you're a big fan or addicted to a band/singer if you only like less than 5 of their songs. seriously! ya sebenernya sih gue emang gak suka banget sama orang yang kaya gitu. gak suka banget. apalagi misalnya orang itu cuma suka beberapa lagu dari band apa penyanyi itu adahal cuma beberapa lagu, apalagi kalo misalnya cuma suka single-singlenya doang tapi ngakunya ngefans atau suka banget sama penyanyi/band itu. gue liat-liat sih banyak juga orang yang kaya begitu jaman sekarang. banyak juga orang yang misalnya cuma tau 1 apa 2 lagu tapi bilangnya suka banget sama band itu padahal dia cuma suka sama muka cakep dari personil band atau penyanyi itu. atau malah cuma sekedar ikutan trend apa ngikutin orang yang dibilang keren karena his/her taste of musicnya terus pengen ikutan keren jadi sok-sok dengerin dan suka lagu yang sama padahal sebenernya gasuka tapi maksain buat suka. duh please deh ya, selera musik gabisa dipaksain lagi... kalo emang lo gasuka sama lagu ini ya lo jangan memaksakan diri untuk menyukai lagu ini. trying too hard may be the reason of your failure. ahahahaha sorry people, i'm just telling the truth. no offense bro & sist sekalian

damai yo! ☮

1/31/2012

THIS WEEKS TOP ARTIST (31/01/2012)


Love Garage

2012 >> 17 years old >> masih gabisa masuk ke lovegarage.
kata temen gue sih mungkin sebenernya bisa aja gue masuk ke lovegarage asal dandan yang agak mature gitu nanti biasanya boleh masuk. sekarang begini ya masalahnya adalah gue gabisa dandan yang begitu-begitu... kalopun bisa juga kayanya tetep gabisa masuk. selain krn gue cebol, muka gue bukan tampang 18+. jadi ya terpaksa menunggu setahun lagi.. lagian love garage bulan februari umur gue masih 16 hahahaha bodoh. last year, bag raiders udah dtg ke jakarta tapi gue gabisa nonton dihalangi tulisan 18+. this year, bag raiders dateng lagi tapi masih gabisa nonton juga. hubungan gue sama band-band yang gue suka yang dtg ke jakarta itu selalu dihalangin sama tulisan 18+ malah pernah juga 21+. asal jangan nanti pas umur gue udah 18+ tiba-tiba konser2nya jadi 21+ aja, terus nanti kalo gue umur 21 jadi 23+. kapan gue nontonnya dong?!?! au ah. dah.

1/13/2012

foster the people, jakarta 11/01/12

EPIC!!!!!!!! that was EPICCCCCC!!!!! keren parah. parahnya parah. aduh. mark foster itu ganteng sekali ternyata. cubbie fink lebih ganteng lagi. mark pontius ganteng juga. adoooh mana tahan~
gue udah nunggu di dalem tendor itu dari jam 7-an terus berdiri sampe jam 8 lewat tiba-tiba lampu mati semua penonton teriak & FTP naik ke panggung. yang pertama kali gue liat, mark foster. i was dying! he's so hot man! seriously. terus liat cubbie fink, ternyata memang tampan... mark pontius ga terlalu kiatan tapi tetep ganteng sih. tapi dari mereka bertiga itu yang paling atraktif kan mark foster jadi dia yang lebih keliatan. he's dancing legit made me happy!
1 setengah jam itu rasanya cepet banget. KURANG BANGET! coba gue di depan sebelah kiri, bisa deh gue pegang2 si foster. sial. tapi emang FTP itu bener-bener superdupercool! coba aja umur gue udah cukup bakal ke domain malemnya, gue bakal langsung kesana deh. cause after the concert, they did DJ set at Domain. AAAAAAA!!! please FTP, come back soon <3

1/09/2012

going back to hell

first day of second semester and as always yang namanya 91 selalu ganti jadwal setiap abis liburan. gatau maksudnya apa tapi ya itulah 91.
kesialan pertama di hari pertama masuk sekolah adalah undian drama bahasa indonesia. temen gue yg biasanya hoki kebetulan lagi ga hoki & pas ngambil nomer undian berhasil dapet nomer 1. ya ya ya jadi minggu depan kelompok gue adl kelompok pertama buat maju pementasan drama. sial. gue bukan artis jadi gabisa akting, tapi kalo akting jadi orang jahat sih kayanya bisa. apalagi ngejahatin gea.kalo ada adegan tampar-tamparan asal gea yang ditampar gue mau ko :)

H-2 menuju konser foster the people. asik asik asik asik asik! tidak sabar dan bingung ingin memakai sepatu apa pas konser nanti apa make reebok kuning, moccasin coklat apa geox coklat yang terakhir pertama dan terakhir kali dipake waktu jaman sd? bingung ku bingung pengen kece biar diajak ke atas panggung sama cubbie fink.

i was dying when i saw this on provoke magazine
i was like "whoa! i really should come!" cause i thought it will be held in Jakarta. then after i read it carefully, it would be held on singapore. ya ya fml. sumpah this festival is aaaaaaaaaahhhh heaven banget gue mesti dateng kalo ini diadain di indonesia! kapan coba ada kaya beginian di indonesia? jakarta sih lebih tepatnya. i mean, look at those artist line up! there are austra, cults, m83, the drums, the horrors and yuck. AUSTRA and THE DRUMS at the same event! but unfortunately it's over 18 event. ok now you can kill me. adios amigos.

1/08/2012

ALLICAT!

happy all-star birthday to quirky yet gorgeous doll in this pot ledom world, Allison Harvard!
Continue being the amazing and gorgeous human being that you’ve always been and know that there are people out there rooting for you and wishing you all the best, let it be the best year of your life. Happy 24th all-star birthday, creepy chan!

1/05/2012

whaddefuk

so, my mother's brain is agak sedikit terguncang tonite. sepertinya sih. pas gue lagi makan dia tiba-tiba masuk ke kamar & nyeritain tentang pasangan yg mati gara-gara keracunan gas pas mandi bareng. terus dia juga nyeritain video hot remaja ciuman. pertanyaan gue sih cuma satu "terus kenapa?".... agak jijik juga lagi makan diceritain gituan. i'm not that stupid and i'll never gonna do that juga kali mah -_-
btw tonight jam 12 nanti si lintut bakal pergi ke uk. lebih tepatnya torquay uk. kalo liat di google sih cakep juga. however itu uk, itu yang bikin *&^%$#$%^ lintut pindah ke uk. sok lu ntut. untung dia bulan july nanti pulang jadi kayanya bakalan ga kangen-kangen amat.

H-4 menuju masuk sekolah dan H-6 menuju FOSTER THE PEOPLE concert! i'm really over excited and can't wait to see Mark Foster, Mark Pontius and Cubbie Fink. awwwwwyeaaahhh! oya jadi inget lensa kamera rusak lagi. kalo autofocus yang rusak itu rusak dari kameranya apa dari lensanya ya? semoga dari lensanya biar tinggal beli lensanya aja. ya.

1/02/2012

luscious leap year 2012



happy crystal new year blogger!

these photos were taken by me with Canon EOS D550 at Kota Bunga Puncak in early January of this year. the fireworks party was freakin awesome! forget about the end of time, it's 2012 let's have fun all the time! face the truth that we can't predict doomsday. only God knows.

New Year Resolutions:
  1. more diligent in worship
  2. became number one at school
  3. have a long lasting relationship with bintang
  4. stop hating people
  5. enjoy life more
  6. gain weight
  7. increase height
  8. buy something to make my bedroom cooler
  9. buy all band tees i like
  10. buy a pair of docmart