midterm is coming to skool

YAP! that's right. midterm is coooominggg! fuck. i don't even know what i've learned in this semester, like seriously, I DON'T KNOW!

the difference between the first and the second semester are:

1. in the first semester i was really excited to be the best
2. in the first semester, all the things were well
3. in this semester, all the things getting harder and successfully made me nuts
4. in this semester, i started to think that if the world will end in 2012, my 11 years school life will be meaningless...
5. in this semester my math teacher always said "yang 5 besar harus mempertahankan rankingnya" all the time and that's annoys me
6. and in this semester, i've realized that everyone who are smarter than me and they were not in the big 5 list are trying to beat me in this semester...
7. I KNOW THEY ARE TRYING TO KILL ME, I KNOW THEY ARE REALLY TRYING TO KILL ME (i wrote this while listening to Skippin' Town)
   

I'M ALL FUCKED UP!

wish all the best for me!